I'm suppose to be doing some homework on articles by John piper and John RW Scott that eelyn set me..its mindboggling..and alot of reading..but i guess its time i do some decent reading..instead of reading apps essays and application forms and trying to understand how everything's suppose to work.
i really regret not talking to teachers and finding things out earlier..
i'm getting extremely disorganised and absent minded and i dont seem to be planning my time properly..i dun seem to be doing anything right...rahhhhhh..

and i'm getting sporadic headaches..and throat's so sore...and all i wanna do is just lie in bed..and not think about anything but thats not possible.until i get my french apps settled.
God i need ur help!!

my heads feeling heavy now..i'll go take a nap..

and i'm feeling spiritually dry..really dry..
maybe i should be going for leaders advance..but i think its too late..but then again..if God really wants me to go..i know He's gonna make a way...we'll see how..

I'm suppose to be doing some homework on articles by John piper and John RW Scott that eelyn set me..its mindboggling..and alot of reading..but i guess its time i do some decent reading..instead of reading apps essays and application forms and trying to understand how everything's suppose to work.
i really regret not talking to teachers and finding things out earlier..
i'm getting extremely disorganised and absent minded and i dont seem to be planning my time properly..i dun seem to be doing anything right...rahhhhhh..

and i'm getting sporadic headaches..and throat's so sore...and all i wanna do is just lie in bed..and not think about anything but thats not possible.until i get my french apps settled.
God i need ur help!!

my heads feeling heavy now..i'll go take a nap..

and i'm feeling spiritually dry..really dry..
maybe i should be going for leaders advance..but i think its too late..but then again..if God really wants me to go..i know He's gonna make a way...we'll see how..